An Unwritten Letter

Hopefully I will be able to say these to you in person someday, and hopefully I won't choke when I'm doing it...
I felt that we had a connection going last winter when you were here. I thought that given the chance, perhaps we could have started something meaningful. The reason I didn't pursue anything at the time was because I didn't want you to be my rebound, plus you were leaving as well...
When I heard you was coming back this Fall, I was confused. Should I wait and perhaps act upon what we had the last time? Or should I just try to move on? October seems a like long ways and I don't think I can last that long without going crazy.
In fact went crazy I did, a couple of times actually. Like usual I bounced back though, and without realizing it, October is only a couple months away now.
I guess what I'm saying is, I have decided that I am going to risk it all again this time. No Game no nothing, just plain fool's hope and a plane ticket perhaps. I have decided to find out if you feel the same and if we can make something meaningful out of this.