Looking Back...

I was backing up some files on my hard drive when I came across my old journal notes from 2001 until very early 2005. I was re-reading some of my writings at the time, I can recall various events in my life as it was written on the journal. I also recall some of the feelings and surrounding events that took place around that period.
My first impression, I come across as a whiny ass snot... No wonder I was going nowhere in life, feeling stressed and complained a lot. I also felt a little stupid as I was reading the 'partying' or girl related story lines...
A friend of mine once mentioned that reading my blog is pretty just like listening to myself speaking... Well if that's how I sounded... yeah, I could understand...
Then again, this makes me think on how I sounded on my PRESENT journal... Perhaps, if I would read this again 5 years later, I would cringe as well...

Hmm... as I was writing this, a thought occured. Perhaps my self loathing is even stronger than I thought it'd be that I dislike myself via my own writing...

Rush Order

Well, where have I been, you may ask...
Work got a hold of me that's where, then I was kinda sick for a few days, etc. Now I am back for my double shift in Sumatra. I have to get back to Jakarta this weekend for that Kendo event thing, then back to Sumatra. Man... I really need a break!