Well, I can't believe I haven't mentioned this before...
Around the end of last year, I started dating someone... Let's call her, let's see... Baroness...
I've known her for a while know... but I guess things just started rolling when we took a trip together to Japan last year. Anyways... it was pretty exciting at the beginning, just as with most relationships... However, after a couple of months, we kinda hit a snag...
Here's the story from my point of view :
We kinda grew apart... After a few months, I felt that we're communicating on different frequencies. Whatever connection I felt during our initial stages were overshadowed with these doubts and confusion. The lack of quality communication took its toll on me. To the point where I was stressed whenever I go out with her and I feel guilty if I don't go out with her. I tried talking it over with her and try to open up a dialogue, but her answer ("I'm happy with you.") were just not satisfactory. As if not only she's not acknowledging that we're having communication problems, she didn't want to discuss about it either... Finally on New Year's Day, I think she did the pre-emptive break-up thing on me... Seeing an exit, I took my chance and get the hell out of Dodge immediately and never looked back.
I didn't feel sad or bummed out over the end of this relationship. From time to time though, I had this thought in my head,
"You had a hot girl that was crazy about you, and you didn't want that... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!?!?"
Other than that... oh, yeah... some of my friends thinks that I break up with her because she didn't put out...
Thursday, March 25, 2010
So... What Happened? (part 1)
Yeah, so what happened? Just because I stopped writing, didn't mean nothing happened, right? Well, let's see...
The last thing I wrote was an 'upcoming' Kendo Tournament in Jakarta, let's just start with that one...
It was an exciting tournament for sure, as I predicted. In fact, I think I caught some of my matches on film. As I mentioned, many the participants were pretty evenly matched and experienced, so there weren't any guarantees on who would win...
To cut it short, Dark Knight was the champion (finally!! after 7 times runner up), God of Thunder took Silver and I took the bronze...
I lost to Dark Knight at the semis... I had a good time and it was a pretty good tournament...
The last thing I wrote was an 'upcoming' Kendo Tournament in Jakarta, let's just start with that one...
It was an exciting tournament for sure, as I predicted. In fact, I think I caught some of my matches on film. As I mentioned, many the participants were pretty evenly matched and experienced, so there weren't any guarantees on who would win...
To cut it short, Dark Knight was the champion (finally!! after 7 times runner up), God of Thunder took Silver and I took the bronze...
I lost to Dark Knight at the semis... I had a good time and it was a pretty good tournament...
Why, RickJames? Why?!
I realized I have been away for a WHILE... A long while...
The reason why I started to write again was eh... letter writing campaign started by some of my friends. Especially my friends in the U.S...
I don't know what to say... I mean... Well, perhaps I should explain why I stopped writing for a while there.
I remembered before I took a break, I was reading my own writings these past couple of years... As I was reading them and remembering the point in my life which each of those stories transpired, I can't help but noticed that some of writings sounded... well, a lot of them sounded neurotic, whiny and some others were just down right self-indulgent. While I know I told the whole truth in my stories, it was pretty evident that I took a lot of liberty in my experimental writing style, as well as my story telling. Re-reading them made me think about the whole purpose of this blog, was it to inform my friends of my activities? As a therapy? Or was it merely just to entertain myself?
So that's why I decided to eh... re-think things over, regarding this blog... and before you know it, it's almost six months without an update!!
Anyways, I would like to say that I appreciate every one of your request for me to keep writing (yes, all 3 of you. While I don't know if I've had any break through in regards to my purpose in writing, I guess it's better off to just keep writing rather than not...
The reason why I started to write again was eh... letter writing campaign started by some of my friends. Especially my friends in the U.S...
I don't know what to say... I mean... Well, perhaps I should explain why I stopped writing for a while there.
I remembered before I took a break, I was reading my own writings these past couple of years... As I was reading them and remembering the point in my life which each of those stories transpired, I can't help but noticed that some of writings sounded... well, a lot of them sounded neurotic, whiny and some others were just down right self-indulgent. While I know I told the whole truth in my stories, it was pretty evident that I took a lot of liberty in my experimental writing style, as well as my story telling. Re-reading them made me think about the whole purpose of this blog, was it to inform my friends of my activities? As a therapy? Or was it merely just to entertain myself?
So that's why I decided to eh... re-think things over, regarding this blog... and before you know it, it's almost six months without an update!!
Anyways, I would like to say that I appreciate every one of your request for me to keep writing (yes, all 3 of you. While I don't know if I've had any break through in regards to my purpose in writing, I guess it's better off to just keep writing rather than not...
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