Impending

It's been a busy couple of weeks for me here... Working and preparing everything I could so that EvenStar would come back to Jakarta and enable me to visit her before she comes back. Apparently I underestimated myself and her friends... It looks like the EvenStar's resume is quite in demand here in Jakarta. I have to admit that it's not only due to my efforts, some of her friends helped quite a bit too, even more effectively than myself perhaps.
She's still out there studying for her final exams and making preparations for job interviews, etc... However somehow the excitement is missing for me...
Perhaps it's my fears and worries, perhaps it's my work, or perhaps distractions...
I know this is a long shot, even with friends and family's tremendous help... I don't know how far I can get here...