Sometimes I feel ashamed when I looked at my teachers... Mr. Concorder, Sergeant H, Mr. SMura, Mr. W even Kuma1977. They are so far ahead in Kendo than I am yet they are even more hardworking than I am. They truly passionate about kendo and not affraid to study Kendo and critize themselves.
After I got back to Kendo I found myself having to start from the beginning again.
I have lost a lot of my stamina, my muscle control even my spirit and mentality.
Sometimes I even found myself feeling angry when Sergeant H was pushing me in practice, I felt angry thinking that why is he trying to hurt me? Didn't he know that I am recovering from injury? Then I realize something, sometimes life doesn't care if you're sick, recovering or tired, anything can happen to you whenever and nothing you can do to prevent. The only thing you can do is to prepare yourself...
Now I have to start eating healthy again, go back to gym and re-work my stamina. I am amazed how much stamina I have lost, more amazed to realize that I was in quite a good shape before of my injury. Now I have to start to REALLY TRY instead of pretending to try...
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