Spinning Plates

I am feeling a bit overwhelmed these days, it seems that there are a lot of things on my mind that I have to attend to...
From work, Kendo, working out and dieting, my social life, dating life, etc, everything just seems to sap my energy away from me. It seems that every aspect needs me to concentrate more on them...

Kendo, I have been doing badly at practice and it just gives me an extra burden to regroup and concentrate my effort. Easier said than done, it seems that the harder I grasp the faster it flows out of my grasp. I feel the pressure from myself as well as the expectation from my teachers.

Work, well work is work, but I am enjoying it so far... I am just being extra careful that I don't slip up on this one, because I can't afford to slip up on this one.

Work out, well I am getting stronger and I seem to be able to maintain my current weight. However the work outs does get harder and longer... Not that I am complaining, I am not feeling too much pain and my back feels good. However, the work out was supposed to be a supplement to my Kendo, instead it has taken a great deal more out of my life.

Dating, hanging out with friends does takes it toll. Especially when it feels like the direction isn't very clear. I still stay in contact with Provocateur and Belly Dancer. However I feel that I am doing this out survival not for love.

I also have some hung ups in my mind that I need to settle. I should buy a car, I have been dreaming about it for so long, I have got the budget, I just need time to actually find one that is suitable. I am still mulling the idea getting a TV and home theatre system for my room.

I guess I better tackle these items one at a time, at the right time. So I won't get even more overwhelmed.