Why, RickJames? Why?!

I realized I have been away for a WHILE... A long while...
The reason why I started to write again was eh... letter writing campaign started by some of my friends. Especially my friends in the U.S...
I don't know what to say... I mean... Well, perhaps I should explain why I stopped writing for a while there.
I remembered before I took a break, I was reading my own writings these past couple of years... As I was reading them and remembering the point in my life which each of those stories transpired, I can't help but noticed that some of writings sounded... well, a lot of them sounded neurotic, whiny and some others were just down right self-indulgent. While I know I told the whole truth in my stories, it was pretty evident that I took a lot of liberty in my experimental writing style, as well as my story telling. Re-reading them made me think about the whole purpose of this blog, was it to inform my friends of my activities? As a therapy? Or was it merely just to entertain myself?
So that's why I decided to eh... re-think things over, regarding this blog... and before you know it, it's almost six months without an update!!
Anyways, I would like to say that I appreciate every one of your request for me to keep writing (yes, all 3 of you. While I don't know if I've had any break through in regards to my purpose in writing, I guess it's better off to just keep writing rather than not...