Thursday, March 25, 2010

So... What Happened? (part 2)

Well, I can't believe I haven't mentioned this before...
Around the end of last year, I started dating someone... Let's call her, let's see... Baroness...
I've known her for a while know... but I guess things just started rolling when we took a trip together to Japan last year. Anyways... it was pretty exciting at the beginning, just as with most relationships... However, after a couple of months, we kinda hit a snag...
Here's the story from my point of view :
We kinda grew apart... After a few months, I felt that we're communicating on different frequencies. Whatever connection I felt during our initial stages were overshadowed with these doubts and confusion. The lack of quality communication took its toll on me. To the point where I was stressed whenever I go out with her and I feel guilty if I don't go out with her. I tried talking it over with her and try to open up a dialogue, but her answer ("I'm happy with you.") were just not satisfactory. As if not only she's not acknowledging that we're having communication problems, she didn't want to discuss about it either... Finally on New Year's Day, I think she did the pre-emptive break-up thing on me... Seeing an exit, I took my chance and get the hell out of Dodge immediately and never looked back.
I didn't feel sad or bummed out over the end of this relationship. From time to time though, I had this thought in my head,
"You had a hot girl that was crazy about you, and you didn't want that... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!?!?"

Other than that... oh, yeah... some of my friends thinks that I break up with her because she didn't put out...

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