'well wishes'

I don’t know what the hell is up this last week. It seems that everywhere I turn, I was reminded with my failed relationship with Queen of Diamonds. Perhaps I have backtrack a bit here to get story straight… Last month was my birthday, strangely enough Queen of Diamonds was the first one to wish me a happy birthday, she even sent me a cake! So when it was her birthday, it was my turn to send her some flowers (our birthday is only a week apart). She also mentioned that it was her mother’s birthday this past week. Out of courtesy, I decided to give her mother a call to wish her happy birthday. I guess I got a bit more to that. On the phone, she kept me talking for a good while about how I and her daughter broke up, and how she wishes that we would still be together, etc. I didn’t say a lot, only gave her some ‘verbal nodding’ over the phone.

That was one thing, the other one was, my friends it seems kept on telling how they saw Queen of Diamonds with her new guy, who is short, ugly, or whatever… I don’t know if they were trying to make me feel better, but seriously it didn’t feel good at all.

The last straw was when people let me know that the word on the street for the cause of our breakup was that she was cheating on me. Honestly, I don’t think so and even so that was the first time I ever heard of such thing, but still such kind of unnecessary information just makes you feel… eh, you know?

On one hand, I am glad that I don’t need to deal with the walking and talking mess whom we call the Queen of Diamonds and that I came out as the ‘good guy’ out of this mess. On the other hand, I am saddened that someone or something that used to mean a lot to was suddenly exposed to be a possible sham… In any case, I am sooo ready to walk away from this… I just wish that other people would just stop reminding me of what has passed…