Sunday, July 6, 2008

these are not the droids you're looking for...

So, I’ve been going out with Belly Dancer for the past few weeks now. It seems we’ve gone out every weekend now and talk to each other on and off every few days as well. So far I’ve managed to establish some sort of a ‘comfort’ level with her… I like having her to call, to watch movies with, to have dinner with, yet we have not had any improvement in the ‘barriers’ department. Not that I have any problems with that either. Honestly, so far I haven’t had any inclinations to dig in deeper into her, not literally… nor do I have any inclinations to share any more of me to her. Although I do have a feeling that she knows enough about me as it is… In fact I don’t even know how much she knows about me… If that makes any sense at all.

Well TONIGHT, after lunch, movie and dinner… Hancock was just so-so by the way… We were actually talking about some stuff from our previous relationship and family issues… Let’s just put it this way, I think she implied that she still have some family issues in regards to her relationship that needed to be sorted out. With THAT, she also mentioned some bits and pieces about the nature of our ‘relationship’… Well, it’s safe to say that she isn’t expecting more than what I expected of her in the first place. I feel fine with that, in fact sort of a relief really… Of course, due the complicated nature with a woman, I won’t know what that actually means until the next time I ask her out…

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