Road Weary

I was in Bandung the last few days for a family reunion of sort, also to take time to visit Provocateur. I had the chance to spend some time with her, although it wasn't enough I don't think. However, from the time I spent with her and from the things that happened in the past week or so, I've got this feeling that as promising as this possible relationship may be, I think the distance and lack of exposure would be totally draining and perhaps it would possibly implode.
I think I will lay off Provocateur, my life is in Jakarta now, with me dividing my time between Jakarta and Palembang, I don't think starting a long distance relationship in Bandung would be feasible at this point. Sure, she can visit me in Jakarta and I can go to Bandung from time to time. However, as we speak, I have missed 3 weeks of kendo among other things... and how long can she keep up with visiting me in Jakarta?
Of course NTX keeps insisting that I should give it a try, however I don't think even he can comprehend that the price to pay is just too high for me.

I am due back to Palembang tomorrow for work, and when I get back I think my Kendo is awaiting for me. For sure, I have to start practicing for the upcoming tournament in July? Also I have to start practicing kata with TTKuma for the demonstration in October. To prepare for this, I have arranged to alter my weight lifting routine to accomodate my Kendo practice.